What better way to keep up a new habit of blogging daily
than by shamelessly showing up late to the party that my sister Chandra and
cousin Jenny have been hosting on their blogs? “Psalmody Psunday” is an idea that Jenny came up with as a ten-minute devotional/writing exercise/mutual blogging accountability tool for herself and
Chandra; you can read her explanation and first Psunday entry here, Chandra’s here, and then consider joining in and sharing if you blog. For my first attempt at this, I’ve
chosen Ps 123 -- not because it’s the one Jenny began with (I’d read her
inter-textual meditation on 123, but later forgot about it until I reread it
this morning; thankfully my interpretation doesn’t repeat much of what she
says!) mainly because it stuck with me a few nights ago when I couldn’t sleep
and was reading the Psalms/Songs of Ascents -- the portion of Israel’s hymnbook
devoted to songs of pilgrimage, to be sung especially while journeying to
Jerusalem/Mount Zion, as for Passover.
That night, with brain unable to sleep but with eyelids
sandpapery with fatigue, I must have been particularly prone to noticing the
images of eye movement: I lift my eyes to
you (123:1) as the eyes of slaves
look to their master’s and mistress’ hands (v. 2); so our eyes look to the LORD
our God, till he shows us his mercy.
Not by any means the only time the Psalms refer to our eyes “looking to”
the Lord, but one of the most stark, because of that unapologetic use of the
story of slave and master/mistress.
Nothing those who are willing to sing this song can do will introduce
the mercy required; it is in the master’s hand to give or to hold onto for
another moment. The slave can only
choose whether to keep “looking” -- or not; the singer or worshipper can only
choose whether to sing, and thus to rehearse this story, to take on such a
role, and to worship -- or not. For to
enter and rehearse is to begin to see the comparative “so” in this simile as
more causative, like a so that means therefore. So our
eyes look to the LORD our God, till he shows us his mercy.
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